St Patrick's Day GRWM (Get Ready With Me)

Hello lovelies, I have decided to do something a little bit different today! This could be a complete fail or it could be okay, but as you can tell by the title I am doing a St Patrick's Day GRWM. I thought this would be a nice change of scenery, and if it goes horribly wrong please tell me lol. I usually see these in YouTube videos, I'm not sure if you can do a blog Get Ready With Me, but I might as well try. Agh, enough with the long intro let's get into it.

I just want to point out that I am no makeup artist (I can barley put it on) so if I do something differently to you, I'm sorry. I just do what I feel works.

Makeup: 

If you want to see how I from yuck to half decent keep on reading!

MOISTURIZER: 

I use this to mouisturise my skin! I use this after I have washed my face!

I personally really like this, if you have oily skin I feel like you won't like this at all

because it is very oily and dewy, which is why I love it. 

PRIMER:

I use this to prime my skin! This is a tester I got from Clinique, it is so so good!

I only use this for special occasions! It is the Clinque Super Universal Skin Primer.

I love the feeling of it on the skin! And I definitely feel like it makes my makeup

last longer!

FOUNDATION:

Real Techniques Buffing Brush

I got this foundation as a Christmas Present. This is the Clinique Supermoisture Hydration Foundation.

I only wear this for special occasions! I really really like this, mine is in the shade 04 Ivory.

Which is a little bit too dark, but it's not too bad! 

If you have dry skin this is literally heaven! It feels so luxurious and healthy on the skin, it doesn't

feel like other foundations where you can feel the damage it's doing to your skin,

I even forget that it is there! AND it lasts all day! Such a bonus!

The secomd picture looks very weird I'm sorry, I just wanted to show how dewy it was! I don't have 

a highlight on here!

CONCEALER: 

These are the Rimmel London Wake Me Up & Rimmel London Match Perfection concealers. 

I really love these! I use the Wake Me Up for under my eyes as a coverage for the 

bags under my eyes. I use the Match Perfection for a highlight down my nose, cheek bones and 

brow bones! Then I just use it to cover up any blemishes! It is my favorite concealer!

I then just blend this in with The Real Techniques Contour Brush. This photo is cringe but ugh.

EYEBROWS:

This is the W7 Brow Parlour. I actually really like this. Since I have already really

dark eyebrows I don't really need any more darkness, but unfortunately I have some bald patches that need 

covering as much as possible. I use the bottom left dark shade and it works wonders.

I use the top left for a wax to hold my brow in place and then I use the 

top right for a brow bone highlight.

POWDER:

This is the NO7 Light Pressed Powder, I love this. I just put this 

all over my face just to hold my makeup in place. 

BRONZER:

This is the Rimmel London Sun Bronze 022. I attempt to bronze and contour with this

it doesn't really show up on my skin but its the thought that counts! It is really nice when I know how 

to actually use it. It's very natural and lovely! It actually makes my cheekbones visible. 

EYESHADOW:

I would just like to point out that I did aim to do a festive green smokey eye, but I'm not that talented in the makeup area. Especially with such bright colors. So I just opted for my usual with a bit of a difference.

I prime my eyes with this Catrice Prime And Fine 

I have recently been using this Scandaleyes shadow stick! I have mine in the shade

Bulletproof Beige! It is so natural! I have a swatch below! I love this concept! It is so easy to use.

Over the Eye Shadow Pencil, I used the first shade of the Storm Palette. This is my favourite eyeshadow 

palette ever! It's so creamy and lasts all day. 

In the crease of my eye I used the top colour here in the W7 Shades Of Brown. 

This is the finished result! I didn't wear any eyeliner because I can't wing it. Also my 

eyebrows are in a dire need of a wax. I went in with a little bit of mascara after this which was of course Maybelline Lash Sensational. I forgot to take a picture of it. 

FINISHED RESULT: 

This was the finished result. I added some of Rimmel London Kate Moss Nude Lipstick Shade 43.

Hair: 

If you know me personally you will probably know that I am the laziest person ever when it comes to hair. Thankfully, I am lucky to have a personal hairdresser aka my twin. She literally does everything with my hair. So I slept with my hair in a plait so it would look relatively curly. 

My sister did my hair in this nice bun! I really liked it!

Ps please excuse the current and prominent state of my bedroom ugh. 

Clothes:

Top: Because I don't own many green tops, I had to buy one. This top is a khaki crop top from H&M I love it so much!

Jeans: These jeans are from River Island! Unfortunately they are really big for me and look a little bit ridicilous but regardless I still like them alot. 

Cardigan:My cardigan is from Hollister. This practically comes everywhere with me, I should probably get a new one soon..

Handbag: My handbag is from River Island again, I really like it because it is small but not too small! Is it not also the cutest thing you have ever seen?!

Shoes: I don't think the shoes go that well with the outfit, but oh well. These are Nike something shoes, I don't really know! I like them they're comfortable and kinda nice. 

Necklace: I got this as a present, so I'm really not sure where it is from. I love it so frickin much. 

That in a nutshell is practically everything I did to get ready today! I hope you enjoyed the read, and I hope it wasn't too long and boring! I hope whether you celebrated St Patrick's Day or not, that you had a great day! My day was lovely and relaxed and I spent it with lovely people! 

 I just thought I would end this blog on a happy/silly note!

Lots of Love,

                      Fiona xx

Fake friends?!

Hello lovelies, I think it is pretty much safe to say that most of us have had fake friends. And of course having fake friends isn't the nicest experience in the world, but unfortunately like a lot of things in life we have to deal with it.
I think some friends just separate which I wouldn't necessarily class as a fake friend, or you've got someone who only uses you when they have no one else (which I hate more than words can say) and you've got someone who is lovely to your face and horrible behind your back. I'm not going to lie, I've probably been a fake friend to someone at some point, but I would never hurt someone intentionally.
I am going to tell you my methods of spotting a fake friend and dealing with a fake friend.
Also, I am so sorry I didn't do a blog post last week, my schoolwork got very intense and I literally didn't have any time.

Disclaimer: To any of my friends reading this now, this is not about you (or maybe it is) no, haha it's not. Without further delay lets get into it. 

Spotting fake friends:

This can be really tough at times. It's difficult to see something negative about a person you think so highly of. However, I do think they are definitely some warnings to look out for. 

• Only using you when they have nobody else: I think this is the most striking. If you're in a situation where there is someone who completely ignores you when their friends are around, and they only talk to you when they have no one else! Get out of that situation. Chances are that they are using you! Nobody deserves that type of treatment, maybe these people aren't for you. Find yourself friends that actually care about you and actually want to include you. 
• Doesn't invite you anywhere: By this I mean that they talk to you in school or work or wherever you may be, but doesn't talk to you outside of school (for example) at all. They don't text you, or they don't invite you to go places with them. This is a major red flag. 
• Doesn't listen to you properly: Have you noticed that when you're talking to the person they only half listen or only half sympathise? This means that they honestly couldn't give a fuck. For example I was talking to someone the other day about something I was actually upset about and she literally said "oh lol". This made me feel really sad. I am glad it happened though because at least know I know she doesn't give a crap about me or my life! For me to realize this I had to talk to a really good friend of mine, and she made me realize this. (Thanks m'dear if you're reading this)
• Doesn't include you: Do you find yourself listening to your friends conversations but whenever you try and speak they ignore you or don't reply to what you said? Or they even may forget that you're there? If yes, get out of that situation. There are going to be places that you may not find that you fit into maybe with no fault of your friends or you, sometimes that's just life. Sometimes they are going to be a certain group of people that you just don't fit into, and that's okay. Just remember to get out of that situation because if you stay there you'll hurt yourself more. 

Dealing with fake friends:

Now, that you have established that you have a fake friend(s), knowing what to do next is a tough one. I'm sure that everyone has very different ways of dealing with this. Here is what I would do: 

• Slowly but surely part from them: by this I mean, just drift from them, if they are fake friends chances are they won't notice too much and if they are not by this they might realize that they aren't treating you the way you deserve to be treated, and may treat you better! At the end of the day you choose which one you think suits according to their reaction. 
• Try not to get too down about it: I always say that friendship breakups are so much harder than boyfriend/girlfriend breakups because in my opinion you tell your friend everything and may know more about you depending on how long they've been your friend etc. And when you break up with a bf/gf its actually over if you get me.  You need to realize that you deserve better. 
• Surround yourself with people that make you feel comfortable: Personally, the biggest trait I look for in a friend is someone who I can feel 100% me around. Where I can just say the craziest things ever and they don't judge me too much for it. That for me is perfect! For me, judging from the fake friends that I have had if I ever said anything 'weird' they would just look at me funny. GET AWAY FROM THIS PERSON. What's the point of being with someone who just makes you regret everything you say?
• Don't go down to their levels: By this I mean do not treat them the way they treat you, it might of course give them a taste of their own medicine (which of course you can do if you want) but for me, I like to treat everyone well even if they have said bad things about me or treated me badly. This way I know that I am the bigger person and the more mature person in the situation, because really I don't have time for fake people or playing stupid back and forth games. 
• Don't be afraid to be alone: This only applies if you have departed from these so called 'friends'. Of course if you don't spend time with these people anymore you may begin to feel a little bit alone. And that is of course understandable. Take this time to talk to new people, because who knows you could end up meeting more friends, and I hope this time around they are actually worth calling friends. Remember, never force yourself onto any group of friends, because you could suffocate them and they may not want to be your friend. Just be yourself and that is enough!

That is all my tips for dealing with 'fake friends' I really hope this helped! I know that dealing with fake friends can be a really tough situation and it can be mentally and physically draining but once you realize that you deserve so much better, everything will be okay! I really hope this helped! Also since, tomorrow is ST PATRICK'S DAY I am going to be uploading a ST PATRICK'S GRWM (Get ready with me) I'm not sure when it will be uploaded (hopefully on the 18th!) So stay tuned! Until then,

                            Lots of Love, 

                                                   Fiona xx

 

My Guide For Achieving Happiness

Hello lovelies, today I was feeling quite emotional and I was thinking about ways I could be happier in the long run and hopefully it might help some of you.  So that's what I'm going to write about today.

1. Accepting your self

Accepting yourself is really difficult, especially when now everyone is trying to be like each other and the standards have gotten so much higher. This is something I have struggled with for a long time. I used to get so down about the fact that I wasn't like other people. But really I am glad that I'm not trying to be someone I'm not, I'm still so weird but at least I'm not trying to be someone I'm not. Accept yourself. For me that took like four years and I'm still not halfway there yet. But I will get there eventually. You have to accept that you have flaws and learn to love them. 

I look so pale here. 

2. Writing 

This of course depends on the person, I love writing just because it feels really freeing, and it's something so private. It's just between you and your thoughts and I love it. 

Bonus points for anyone who can read it. 

3. Wear something you feel comfortable in 

I can't stress this enough! I feel like now, everyone wears things just to fit in and feel accepted. Wear something that you like, wear something that you feel comfortable in and wear something that you feel brings our your personality.

This just happened to be what I was wearing today!

If you follow my Instagram (@http.lookitsfifi) you will

know for fact that this shirt suits my personality.

I purchased this in NewLook. 

4. Do something you love 

I have said this in so many blog posts, so sorry if it sounds repetitive! But this can be really good for boosting your happiness! My hobbies are photography, listening to music, reading and blogging. So find what you like, and do it!

Binge by Tyler Oakley

The Fault In Our Stars by John Green

My journal I got this in The Ennis Bookshop

Headphones: these are my sisters

4. Stepping out of your Comfort Zone

This is so important! It allows you to feel much more confident and happy because it tells you that you can do things that you never thought you could do! This of course depends on what you find difficult to do, if you're scared of something just try to do it! Because it is the best feeling in the world, when you beat your fear. 

Even something as small as wearing a dress can be 

challenging for me. Especially without tights. 

But like I said everyone has different limits.

Also, please excuse the fact that my stomach looks 

masssssssive here!! But, what can you do! 

5. Be yourself 

This is kindof like the Accepting Yourself one, it has the same concept. Don't change yourself to fit in, I hate when someone so nice changes to fit in and literally becomes an ass. If you choose to be mean that's your decision, but don't change just because you want people to like you. I'm weird like, so weird but I've accepted it, and it doesn't even bother me anymore. Just be true to yourself.

6. Have some alone time

By this, I mean having some time to yourself, without talking to people and without the internet and your phone. This is easy for me because I am an introvert and like having time to myself anyway. This is again a personal preference and depends if you like spending time by yourself. I love going for walks or runs just to clear my head, I end up feeling so much better emotionally and physically. It can really turn a bad day to a really good day.

These are all my tips! I hope you enjoyed reading this, and I hope it helped! Stay true to yourself and last but not least stay happy! I love you all.

Lots of love,

                     Fiona x   

My Struggle with Anxiety

My Story With Anxiety:

I was always a shy child growing up, no doubt about it. Making new friends was something I found so difficult. I always knew that I was more than shy though. I felt breathless while asking a shopkeeper for help and self conscious while eating in front of people. My heart would race rapidly in my chest, as I asked myself why I couldn't just be normal.  I was convinced that this wasn't normal, that I was alone and the weirdest person ever. This strange horrible feeling for four years of my life had no name. I thought I was so weird and so different to everyone else. That was when I found out that this was actually called Anxiety, I watched a couple of videos on YouTube about social anxiety, which made me realise that I wasn't crazy! It made me realise I wasn't alone. Also, one of my all time favourite YouTubers Zoe Sugg (Zoella) has social anxiety as well, she posted a video on anxiety which is how I found her account! Thank God for that!
Anxiety is something a lot of people struggle with and I feel like it's not talked about enough.
Zoella has a blog post on Panic Attacks here if you need more information! This blog post is incredible and explains everything in so much detail! She is so helpful and so inspiring! I honestly don't know where I would be if I didn't find her YouTube or her Blog.
https://www.zoella.co.uk/2011/12/panic-attacks.html ( I can't get this link to work for some reason, if it doesn't work for you just google search 'Zoella panic attacks', after you've read this of course ;) ) 

I was one of those children who had that incredibly awkward pre-teen stage. I was the most awkward person ever. When I was about eleven or twelve I went to hip-hop dancing with my sister (who wasn't as eager as I was) I loved dancing regardless of the fact that I was terrible, so we were brought to hip-hop classes. I was so so nervous. I was in a class with these girls that were probably fourteen and fifteen at the time (they certainly acted like it anyway). The majority of  these girls were so mean. I remember the first class, I didn't understand a dance move so I asked the dance teacher, and she was lovely about it and she showed me, however she asked me to show her the move, to know that I knew how to do it, I got it wrong and the girls laughed at me. It was from that moment that I never asked for help in that class, and I started to hate going. I remember one time, my sister stopped going so I had to go by myself, I walked in and I was so nervous. I couldn't breathe properly.  The girls started mocking me, and laughing at me and I couldn't take it anymore, and that was the last they saw of me. I loved dancing and I gave it up because of some stupid girls (going off topic a little) but I just want to say that if you are doing something you like, do not let other people ruin it.
It was from this point that my anxiety started to take over my life (at this point I didn't know that it was anxiety).

Another intense panic attack I had was from last year. I was in school and the majority of the boys were gone to a football match, so in this certain class (not going to name for obvious reasons, if you go to my school you will immediately know what class this was)  whenever people are absent we play games or something, to my delight (sarcasm). This certain game we were blindfolded and spun around and we had to be led by people talking (shouting more like) to you through two bottles (that is the worse explanation ever I'm so sorry). I remember saying to my friend "I'm not doing that, I can't". Low and behold the teacher asked me to play the game. I declined and that was when everyone encouraged me, and there was no backing out. So I reluctantly accepted. The minute the blindfold was on, I knew it was going to be horrible. I could barely breathe I was so nervous. Having so many people shouting directions at you (in a language you barely understand) is the worst. I hate people raising their voices anyway (I don't like loud noises). I cannot begin to explain to you how horrible it was, thankfully I managed to get led into the bottles. I remember feeling so anxious, to the point I felt like fainting.  I could barely breathe. When I took the blindfold off I remember the room was literally spinning. I wish I had said no, because it was something I really did not want to do. But in a way I am glad I did it, yes I felt horrible, but it taught me a lot.

What annoys me the post about having anxiety is the overthinking. In some cases, I could have thought my day went well, that is until I am alone with my thoughts and when overthinking comes into the equation (this isn't maths related, I don't know why I said that lol). I think about how my day went, and then no matter what I will think of one thing that I screwed up during the day. It will replay in my mind, worse then 'whip my hair' (sorry). Then I begin to feel guilty and question why I did it, and it's horrible. Or, it can be if I am going to somewhere I will think of possible scenarios that could happen, this is the worst because then I am reluctant to go. It creates so many problems that weren't there before.

Tackling my anxiety:

When I think about how I am supposed to tackle my anxiety the first thing that comes into my head is to stop going places that can make me anxious. However, this is not logical I can't just stop going places because I feel anxious. This is letting anxiety take over my life! There is no way I am letting that bitch do that. Also there are some places that I do have to go ie school. School is one of the biggest reasons for my anxiety attacks. For example, I have mocks next week whereas I'm writing a blog post instead of studying (I wouldn't be studying anyway lol). School is where I am most anxious and sensitive and just emotional. I really hate going there. I love the idea of being educated, but not to the extent that our education system offers. Students shouldn't have to be so stressed that they cry at night. (A topic for another day). So in order to get my anxiety under control, I have to try and tackle it.

Challenging your anxiety:

You can feel anxious at any time. Whether you are someone who suffers from the different types of anxiety ie social anxiety (which is what I have) or if you're someone who only gets anxious from time to time, being anxious is a horrible thing to deal with. I feel like, everyone gets anxious from time to time, however some people suffer more than others. If you're someone who has anxiety and feels anxious from day to day you know how truly horrible it can be. Whether it is your heart beating for ten minutes after speaking out in class or your shortness of breath it can be nasty. One thing I constantly tell myself is that it will pass. That sounds incredibly vague, but it is true. I remember times that I've felt so anxious that I worked myself up to the point that I thought I would die from not being able to breathe properly. That sounds quite graphic I'm sorry. If you have anxiety you may know what I mean: but it all being okay afterwards. Anxiety makes you worry about everything, it's like a little voice in your head that makes you think that everything you do you will fail. It can be something that as simple as opening a door. It is so prominent that you can have a panic attack from it. Anxiety can make you feel like you are good for nothing, and that is where it is wrong.  Yes I will admit that I let it win sometimes. Sometimes doing something as little as getting out of bed in the morning can be such a difficult task to complete heck, even talking to some people has me in bits! However, I am a warrior and YOU are a WARRIOR. If you do the task that you thought was impossible to complete ie getting out of bed, you just DEFEATED it. And that my love is amazing!

I like to challenge my anxiety. It has made me think that there are certain things I can't do because I will feel anxious. However, I and you can do these things, maybe it may take a long time and a lot of self persuasion but we can.  At least once a day I try to do something that is outside of my comfort zone. Whether it is talking to someone I feel intimidated by, going to a disco or asking for help. I will admit that while I am doing these things my heart is beating like crazy  and I will be incredibly nervous, but after I have done it I feel amazing! It tells me that I just did something that I thought I would never be able to do, and that feeling is the best feeling in the whole entire world! It makes me believe that I can do anything if I set my mind to it. By doing this, not only are you tackling something that terrified you, but you are getting more comfortable with it. Also, you are getting accustomed to the idea that it is not so bad.

Write it down:

Whenever I feel anxious I like to write down my feelings, strangely this helps.Sometimes I bring my journal, and write it in there or I write how I am feeling on my phone I use notes or the Anxiety Reliever App, this is really good! You can say how anxious you are (on a scale from 1-5) you can write very descriptively on how you feel, and if you want you can even record yourself. There are 'Sessions' that you can listen to. Three of them are free. This app is free, however there are extras that do cost money! To unlock all of those costs something like €30 which I think is quite pricey, I'm sure it's worth it, but for me for example I don't have the money to be spending that! There is a second way of paying, you can pay monthly! Which is a really nice feature! I love this app other than that though, because during the day you will get notifications saying "How are you feeling today" I personally think that is such a sweet gesture! This app has helped me alot!

Anxiety Reliever 

Just incase you want to find this app quickly. 

Listen to calming music:

I think this is so important, when you are anxious the last thing you need to be listening to is fast music. I listen to Tchaikovsky I find classical music so relaxing. It will help controlling your breathing and immediately relax you.

Get some air: 

I don't think I can stress this enough. Getting some air will immediately relax you, go outside, go for a walk just do something that will clear your head. I know when you're at school it's quite limited, but even if you need to get out of the class room ask to go to the bathroom. Get the air that you need, that will hopefully allow you to relax.

I look like an idiot, but I'm just going to roll with it. 

You might be happy to know that those jeans never made a 

comeback into my life. What was I thinking lol. This was like two

Years ago! 

 That is everything that I do when I feel anxious! These things help me alot, and I hope they help you too!

I think talking about anxiety or anything as personal as this is really daunting and terrifying. It is one of my struggles that only a few of my closest friends and family knows about, and now you know.
Posting something like this is terrifying I will admit. However, if this can help even one person and help that person realise that they are not alone that makes everything so worthwhile.

So if you take one thing from today, know that you are not alone and that it will pass. You are in control of how you feel. You've got this. You are an amazing person, and do not deserve to feel like this! You my darling, you are a warrior an incredibly strong one! You are not alone, you are loved, you are an incredible person.
No matter what you are going through if it's anxiety, depression or anything you are in control! And you can do this!

"Believe in yourself and you're already halfway there"

Lots of love,

                       Fiona x 

                      

Little things you can do to have a better day

Hello lovelies. I think we all know those days where you just wake and up and you don't feel too good. I know those days all too well, so as you can see I have decided to write about how you can make your day better.

Things I do to feel better:

Eat well:

I think it is so important to have a good and healthy start to the day. I am most certainly guilty of having biscuits or chocolate or something in the morning which is never a good idea, but especially on the days you are already feeling bad eating these kind of foods is never good. Yes, it may be what you really want and you may think it will make you feel better but in reality from experiance I know that later I get guilty about it. So with my breakfast I usually try to include an apple or an orange. Or whatever fruit is in the house. 

                                     Exercise:

If I wake up in the morning and immediately feel terrible, I will make myself go for a run or do a workout or something. I do this because I like running (I don't do it as much as I should) it makes me feel in control of how far I can push myself. And on the plus side it makes me feel good afterwards, until the next morning when I can hardly walk. But I guess as they say "better sore than sorry".

 

Showering:

I think this is pretty much a given, especially after exercising, but showering or having a bath is just incredibly relaxing. It can make you forget why you're not having a good day. Especially if you blast music, I love Lightning by Little Mix or Shower by Becky G. And in just general it's really relaxing.

Make yourself feel comfortable:

By this I mean wearing  something you feel good in. When I'm at home and not doing much I love to wear leggings or tracksuit pants because they are so comfy! When I'm having a bad day, I like to wear something nice on top and not just a normal t-shirt! Clothes for me makes me feel so much better! Because you can be so creative with them and I love it.

Do something that makes you feel good:

This could be absolutely anything, when I'm at home I don't usually wear makeup because I'm not going anywhere, so I don't feel the need. However sometimes when I get really down in the dumps. Putting on makeup can really make me feel better. I love makeup anyway because there are so many different looks you can go for. What I'm trying to say is whatever you like doing and whatever makes you happy do it! Whether it's makeup, reading, writing, blogging, youtubing, playing sports, singing. No matter what it is if you like it and it makes you feel good do it!! 

Fragrances

This probably sounds incredibly random, but even if I'm just sitting at home I love wearing perfume and body mist's! They can just change my mood instantaneously. Also nothing beats smelling nice! These are the fragrances I've been loving at the moment.

 

I've tried to find the name of the Ralph Lauren one, but I think it's just called Ralph Lauren. Nevertheless I love it. It's a very strong scent, I don't know how to describe it but I LOVE IT. The one next to that is of course the Zoella Let's Spritz. You can see that it is well loved considering half is almost gone (tearing up). I love this so much. It's a lovely floral scent. 

And last but not least is the Britney Spears Curious. I feel like this has been out for ages, and I must say  I love it. 

Take the time to relax:

It has to be said, this is my favourite time of everyday. When I'm not feeling good I tend to listen to sad music and just stay in bed or in my room. And that never makes me feel any better. I love watching YouTube. Or movies! Again, whatever makes you feel better!

In my natural habitat. I love watching YouTube when I feel down.

One of my all time favourite YouTubers is of course gorgeous Miss Zoe Sugg!

She can just make my day a million times better. I love her. 

Also, please excuse the fact that my hair is bigger than my future. But what can you do. 

Enjoy the little things:

 When I'm having a horrible day I can be so irritable and moody. This is going to sound incredibly childish but you should know me by now ahahah. Sometimes I will just go to my bed and cuddle with who I like to call GiGi. Don't judge me ahaha. Anyway the moral of this is to find what makes you smile. 

Meet GiGi. How cute is she!?

That is mainly everything I do to make myself happier. I hope you enjoyed reading this! And I hope that if you've had a bad day that this can make you feel better! Stay strong darling.

Lots of Love, 

                     Fiona x