Thursday, 9 March 2017
Chilled Evening Chats
Hey everyone, it's definitely been a while since I've sat at my laptop and written a Blog Post. It's definitely been a hectic couple of months and things have just been so crazy lately. My Blog is something I love writing and I need to find the balance between my Blog, my YouTube Channel, my school life, and my personal life. Balancing that at the moment has been crazy but I'll get there sometime.
My last post was just over a month ago, and since then I've been feeling great. I definitely had a few down moments but as of right now I am doing really well. To me there is nothing better than the comfort of sitting at my bed writing a new post with dimmed fairy lights. I love ittt.
I just wanted to talk about a few things tonight. This school year has definitely been one of the best ever. I am so happy I did Transition Year, even though it's an extra year of school this year so far has been so important to me. Because this year is less school work and academic based I find myself really enjoying it. If you've read my posts before you may know that I find school incredibly hard I am just not the brightest spark when it comes to school work. I would always find myself staying quiet in class because I never knew the answer and even if I did I would be afraid to say it. This year I have definitely come out of my shell, and become so much more confident and focused. Last year, I would never have talked to some people in Year because I was too afraid to, this year I have almost had a conversation with everyone. That definitely shows alot for me. Transition year gives you so many opportunities to do new things, and try new things. Things you wouldn't have ever really seen yourself doing or trying. My point is because of it, I've become so much more confident with myself, with talking to people and even with not giving a shit of what people think of me. I am me and if someone doesn't like that, that is not my problem.
I used to be so self conscious of my YouTube channel, but as of now I don't care who finds out. Having a YouTube channel is becoming the normal thing, and it's something I love and something I want to work really hard on. If people don't like what I post that's fine.
The whole moral of this is to do what YOU want to do and what makes you feel more you and makes you happy. It's sad that some people have nothing better to do than make fun of others and over look their lives.
You do you and slay x